From the recording Alive and Well
Lyrics
I leave a little dust behind me
And stow away the hurt beneath my veil
Trying to keep my thoughts distracted
Never wanna leave a trace of my trail
CHORUS:
But the hurt grows strong
And I’m out of alibis
The hurt will soon divulge my disguise
I’m running out of explanations
Holding on to the shreds of my denial
Hoping one day I’ll wake up
To find this well of tears has run dry
CHORUS
Killing myself with thinking
Oh I’m kidding myself
CHORUS
I’m kidding myself
I’m kidding myself
I’m kidding myself now
I’m kidding myself
I’m kidding myself
I’m kidding myself now